Chorus

How can I be lovin’ myself?
Knowin’ myself
Knowin’ everything I ever did wrong
Music is an outlet
I’m in need of inter-process
Would you believe me if I said that I get rich from it
I go fill the plain jeans
Dreams of being free, every days a blur
Like in my sports car when I speed
I’m obsessed with how I’m seen
I’m afraid of everything
When it comes to showing you the real me

Verse 1

Sometimes I think I picked the wrong path
I was hurting you so many times
Regretting all thе times I made you feel bad yeah
I was so deep in my anxiеty I didn’t even realize I was sad
I had forgot the feeling as a kid we all have, full of hope
Yeah yeah
I just remember being 12 trying to figure out how to use a rope
And I’ll be honest I don’t even know why
I’ve been trying to put the pieces all together but I can’t
All I know is when I sit down I start thinkin’ of my past
I don’t see picture, it’s just feelings cause my memory is blank
So I’m sorry if I seem a little off
Watching Netflix with you baby
I just keep slipping back
To my dreams of the sun and living by the palm trees
Giving our kids what I never had
And I’m sorry if I boss you around too much baby
I just believe in equality
And I know my place even though it’s fading
I’m a man baby follow me

Chorus

How can I be lovin’ myself?
Knowin’ myself
Knowin’ everything I ever did wrong
Music is an outlet
I’m in need of inter-process
Would you believe me if I said that I get rich from it
I go fill the plain jeans
Dreams of being free, every days a blur
Like in my sports car when I speed
I’m obsessed with how I’m seen
I’m afraid of everything
When it comes to showing you the real me